It's a Blank Canvas Starting From Scratch

Unfortunately, there is no other way to verbally explain nor can I make it up buuut, creating a whole new direction and rebuilding ones identity will be the wave for you to ride or drown; its that simple. Foundations in all forms of medians and genres are crumbling its old habitual patterns of the past, causing rapid changes in order to reconstruct an entire newness. So what are your plans?

After all the growing pains of the past, this Fall season is the perfect time to release by briefly reflecting on what worked in your favor and what didn't. How about I start by asking myself, "what were the most challenging things that I would have never thought to overcome?" Well one thing's for sure, it certainly makes room for all the desirable things. But here's the honest truth about sacrificing all the places I've ever considered home, including work spaces that I actually enjoyed. The moment it becomes repetitive with lack of motivation and direction, then it becomes less desirable and senseless.

When your open to closure, you'll have to go through this tree like process or for lack of better words; "Renewal" process. Something like the beautiful plant leaves during the Autumn season, tapping into a rooted purpose will only leave room for further growth.

As a visual artist, I would always envision what "the new" actually looks like by literally using my imagination and physically research my thoughts to assure that these things actually exist; and guess what, it does. So hear me when I say, don't trip over the things you happen to see through the mind's eye and trust that it's really real. Another thing I've always found to be pretty useful was owning a "Black Book", mainly to archive the research that I've found by literally writing everything down without skipping a page. Including those times of being in the moment to just sketch the surrounding area.

Did you know your mind is kinda like a mood-board to train your subconscious to visualize what you're thinking? When giving yourself permission to actually see a vision up-close while sitting with the actual mood, it allows you to analyze how it makes you feel mainly to push you to jot it all down as you see it; kinda crazy right? This has always been a helpful way to release overthinking by implementing brain dumps for more of a visible approach to see exciting ideas take form, like gardening. Perhaps it's an overly exciting idea that gives you goosebumps and minor trembles; these sensitive feelings must release from the brain to allow these visions to flow in at the right time, mainly to avoid illusions. For example, I like to create different mood-bags that fits my personal visions. 10 out of 10, I am able to pair each one with my chosen "OOTD", solely to focus on the mission while out on daily excursions. This is for the sake of keeping visions alive and since I'm the recycler type, there's always some-thing to sustain that usually encourages self discipline from a creative stand-point and a mental healing practice all in one.

As frequencies continue to rise, all you need to do is remain resilient in your good character, stay grateful for all the minuit things, including the things you have not touched and experienced yet. This is no longer the same old book with a new chapter, its an entire new book forecasting to be the most freest you've ever been in your entire life. I mean literally something that you've never experienced before physically, mentally, emotionally, you know the whole nine yards. Something like being pillow soft this time yet balanced like an ol' school gangsta who ain't never scared, with no fear. Now I wouldn't say there's nothing scary about change because then I'd be lying, but in my case I am willing to take a chance on a much smoother and easier life just because making things hard just isn't cutting it anymore. That kind of 3, 2, 1 GO feeling that shouldn't be hesitated, because believe it or not this isn't your first, second or fifth rodeo and yes I meant to say that in that order.

But wait hold up, I know you didn't think starting over from scratch meant beginning from rock bottom, like done, 100% finished... FINITO! Well let me burst your bubble and say, "things are just getting started". Personally I had to bring it back and start from scratch, but not really. Like a couple of written stories ago when I reflected on "Going Back To The Basics", which was a true feeling without an exact knowing that these rocky foundations of the past were never quite sustainable nor stable. We can call it fools gold back there in the past, a bunch of counterfeits that were forgiven including forgiving myself but I digress. https://www.blaquebydesign.com/post/going-back-to-the-basics-a-shirt-is-just-a-shirt I'll say it's really divine time to sharpen your swords and get in ninja mode.

Now if your wondering what's a good enough reason for Going Back to the Basics, AGAIN; then your also probably wondering: "Did I not learn the first fifty million times?" Of course that's totally an exaggeration but seriously, shouldn't there have been some sort of gain or reward. Well there was, however it came in forms of teeny bits and pieces from all the minor thinking that took place. So imagine the huge quote on quote BIG DREAM thinking; I would like to believe these experiences are still out there and making claims to it, is truly a mind thing; just like we've built habits to claim everything else that we've experienced. So, Why Not?

Growth doesn't come with a clear map or a GPS; it unfolds steadily through increments. But if you asked me, showing up with a sense of purpose and staying open will help these new layers shape into its natural form through time without having to figure it all out.

Soon I'll be open to sharing how I handle life on the regular basis without being deterred by societal norms, so consider joining the membership where it'll all go down for the betterment of sustaining our lives as one with the planet.

And Until Next Time, One Love!

Ms. Blaque